today was finee la.went to church.yepps.sermon was quite ok la.rather funny.oh and im performing for the christmas musical.yayes!! ((: ne way went to kim san leng to eat wiv grace sarah isabel shermin n my sis.we were like so late when we came bck for the east timor prayer thing la.hehes.oh n i dun like my group.eeyer.isabel's group seems nicer but oh wells.it's onli for planning la.yeah.den after dat went to united square wiv isabel.ate ice-cream!hahas (: oh we bought the rummy-o game!!!YAYES!!heehee.den went home.played rummy-o for abt an hr den got bored of it lor.den went to thomson for dinner.bought some grocery stuff den came home lor.oh n i just found out den nxt yr the sec 1s and sec 2s in the rays are split up la!!!that totally sucks la!!!HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT!!!!irritating leh!!!I DUN WAN DUN WAN DUN WAN!!!IRRITATING PPL!!!!cant stand it la!!!i just got away fr them and now they are like coming bck to haunt me la!!!wads this?!??!?!?!?!!i dun want!!!!!WHY MUST LIDDAT!!!i hate the p6s la!!!!!!AARRGGHHH!!!i wonder how i will ever laugh again in the rays nxt year.wads happening to the rays ministry?everyone's leaving.why?why must my joy be soooo short-lived????WHY WHY WHY WHY?this is so totally unfair la!!!

i will miss you guys.it seems like just yesterday where i was blabbering and screaming away.and now suddenly everything's gonna change.and i hate it.i hate it sososososososo much!!and i will miss YOU especially.cos i know im gonna lose you for we havent created a bond that strong.and now we can never create it.and that's wad hurts me the most.losing you.

i guess i wsnt forgotten after all.