Monday, October 31, 2005
i will definitely miss sec 1.yet i cant wait to move on.to go away from all this mess.to find truly good friends.to find ppl i can trust.to find ppl who actually like me.to run away.run away from everything.
i used to have such a friend.but i threw her aside.i cast her away.simply for those around me.i chose the superficial and materialistic over the true and unworldly.why?becos i din wanna be cast aside like her?or perhaps it's cos they showed more fun?i dun regret it.i just want to be normal frens.i dun hv to hide without them.i can take that mask off.
i cant wait for sec 2.but can i really bear to leave sec 1?im confused.i want the RAYs to stay as it is.i really dun want the p6s to come in.i know dats really selfish of me but why do the nicest things have to be taken away barely before i have truly enjoyed it?why does life go on this way?i simply dont understand
and i thought God was supposed to make a way
stop me9:06 PM