Sunday, August 28, 2005
I SERIOUSLY CANT WAIT FOR SEC 2!why?cos i can put EVERYTHING here behind me!yes work may be a struggle, but at least i can restart my social life.i have learnt ALOT in sec 1.yes i have.i leanrt that it's not worth it.no it's not.ppl will juz take you for granted and until u are gone den will they realise ur importance.it's not worth losing a fren just to gain worth in another.becos even if u do that wad u worked for wont be urs.i want to change but i cant.ppl use me cos im lyk this.but i cant change.over the years ive had really bad freindships n that makes me clingy.it makes me want to do things for ppl to gain recognition.but noooo.that doesnt happen.cos they DUN CARE.thats the point.they dont.im starting to hate ppl.im so glad i juz got a few more months.no i dun wanna lose them.i just need a break.yes.dats all i need.if u r reading this n think im toking abt u well just to let u noe im gonna continue doing wad ive been doing.im not gonna stop being nice.i wont tok behind ur backs nor will i backstab u.i just want u to know that i'll always be ur fren.i wont stop doing that.cos u mean too much to me.
stop me9:40 PM