Monday, April 18, 2005
why?why izzit dat juz after 2 short mths things hv to change?change so drastically?now im out of the picture.i'll never be able to get in.life is so unfair.why wasnt i allowed?it was onli mere few days.it's not fair!i missed out on so much.and now it's lyk they're one big grp n im the outsider.i cant stand it any longer.their lives dun revolve ard me lyk dey did before.and dat's the saddest part.
feeling so down n depressed.onli YOU can make me feel better.when im with YOU, im filled with laughter.onli YOU.thanks so much for what you've done though you may not know it.
stop me8:53 PM