Thursday, April 21, 2005
i guess i hv sorta come to terms with it.kinda onli.cos it till hurts when i see how close they've become.i wish it nv started.ok so if it really did start i wish it wud nv end!den dey wun b complaining abt missing it n stuff.n dey wun b so close.haiz.i guess dis is reality.the true taste of life.i really cant wait for my japan trip.cos i can den run away fr those problems.hopefully the four of us-ok the two of us will become tt close too.but dere's one con.tt is they will become even MORE closer.and when i come bck it's the hols already so i prolly wun c them for a month unless we go out.haiz.cant say im feeling down but im not particularly happy either.the onli thing to look forward to is tmr's dance.3 straight hrs.cant wait!!=)).onli thing im afraid is tt they three will b complaining abt missing it.-_-
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